U guys know I've used c as my comfort zone
And i think i should stop it
Since we should all agree a face like that will never be found again, at least in a few years time
Actually i don't know.. Whether he's really that good looking
Well it's been months
I'm not childish enough to defriend a friend
But i cleared it all
Number, and made sure his fb stories is nvr on my stream.
But i downloaded snapchat for that boy
And since me and my bf uses it and personally i like it too, I'm not deleting it.
I'd tried not looking at his stories but who else really in my stream can i bother to know how they're doing.
U can't delete a friend without them knowing..
It's pathetic, if any of my besties knew how i used him as comfort. And choose to not get over again and again
They will be disappointed
I'm so pathetic.. That's getting more pathetic
U know right, the fact that i raised it is because i feel more in love with le bf. So i don't need a comfort zone...
Love is so simple.
I keep trying to complicate it and be displeased
I want it to be so special like in my dream world
But will it ever?