My blog is a vomit of nonsense
It needs a purifying ritual
I wish there is a short cut whereby i can start working overseas now.
I don't love this land
Sg 50 I'm sorry
I'd never appreciated aunties and uncles making fun of me when i was younger
Dont appreciate the whistles
Don't appreciate their enforced kindness
That suffocated me
My most memorable romances are people from different lands
But yeah.. My bosses are singaporean
I do like them
Sg is fine.
At 21, i know other lands aren't a sparkle of novelty and crazy adventures.
Give it to me
I need new culture
And a liberal environment
It's sad to be in a place
Where i wake
What did i do wrong again
What was disapproving to my parents
I don't know
And if they tell me
I dont care
I just want money and love
And if u don't love me enough
Which u better do
Then surrender the money
If you only want to hurt me
My heart is really c r a z y
Like please stop reminiscing the past
You don't want to do the same things
You don't want the same people involved
You want the past which i can no longer earn for u
So give up
I know you're the expert of movingon
But u keep throwing away the closure
To feel all these aches
And it's unproductive.
U make me hopeful as if i can earn what i want
When i no longer can
U dream too much and want the impossible
My dear heart
Ps.. I can't believe my mother is still complaining bout my girl when they're the ones that were bored and get her to bark. And when she's on calls. She hate her calling..
Instead of talking sense which breaks the alreadu mot really there bond
I used reverse psychology and give death threats to my girl lol poor thing times two
And it usually works
But meh I'm tired and old.